Choice, the Best Sauce

This is from the comments of the previous post: Question: what advice could/would you give someone who truly has the desire and the will to walk away from Babylon?
I don't know. I don't know your circumstances, proclivity, resources, history, etc. It would be all too easy to suggest something or begin a diatribe that would be completely moot. So I must reduce the answer to the most basic tenet of the freeman's way of things.
The above photo is a view down the cathedral-like corridor formed by the 14' high stalks in one of the patches of corn. On the left side and about midway from top to bottom you will see one ear of corn still upright and several others behind it drooping over. When the corn is completely finished for the season, the stalk begins to turn brown and the ears droop over so that the husks form a raincoat to allow the corn to dry in the October sun. Very soon we will begin harvesting the corn, allow to to finish drying, then shell it from the cobs and put it way for kitchen use.
We actually have enough of this kitchen corn left over from last year to do us for the current year. You never know when there is going to be as bad year, so we will put most of this aside against the possibility. During the year the corn will be ground into meal as needed to make our staple food, cornbread. A variation of that is to soak the corn in lime water to make masa for tortillas and tamales. But the natural food staple of our culture is Appalachian style cornbread which along with the dried beans we also grow gives a balance of starch, protein, and fat.
These corn patches, this year one for white corn and one for red corn, are tucked away on a rather narrow shoulder, maybe 70' wide, on the hillside above the mountain hollow in a place few would deem as a place for agriculture in these modern times. The seed has been saved from crop to crop for many years now. The ground is prepared with a horse and a 100 year old plow. The ground is kept fertile by application of stable manure and leaf mold. In other words, if we padlocked the gate to this farmstead and never had any trafficking with Babylon ever again, we could still grow corn and beans in perpetuity, worlds without end, amen.
Now many of the people who read this blog, or other writings like it, turn away in horror and disgust and what they perceive as a call to recluse oneself in some remote niche of the world and subsist on a mirthless bowl of corn meal gruel all of one's days. Said people miss the point entirely.
What is this low tech, low input, subsistence economy all about, what does it mean to us? It is much like Jack Sparrow's remark to Elizabeth Swann when they were marooned on the island and he told her what the Black Pearl really was, it was freedom. Like that to us our centuries old agriculture represents for us a choice. And having a choice is the very essence and foundation of our escape from Babylon.
So this is my answer to the anonymous commenter, To walk away from Babylon, you must have choices. Alas, it is likely you don't even if you most certainly think you do. Babylon, as with any exploitative and controlling system, can only exist by limiting and eliminating your choices. After all, if you actually have choices, you may in fact choose the things that benefit and enhance you and your family rather than things that benefit Babylon.
Babylon must eliminate your ability to choose. It does so with the help of two effective ploys. First it will offer you false choices in order to distract you from the fact that you have no real choices at all. A desperate maneuver of failed parenting is when a child is adamant that he does not want to go somewhere, you say, "We need to get ready to go now, do you want to wear the blue shirt or the red one?" The hope being that the child will become absorbed in choosing which color shirt to choose and forget for the moment all his objections about going in the first place. The Nazis used this tactic to control the Jews they intended to exterminate and it is hardly less dishonorable when anyone uses it. Yet this is part and parcel the essential operations of Babylon.
For example, people are always asking us what sort of alternate electrical energy we are using, because, after all, if you are going to escape from Babylon, you surely don't want to be connected to the grid! It's a false choice to choose, say, solar electric or grid electric. If you "escape" being tied down to a monthly electric bill, you are saddled with the expense of a depreciating and deteriorating electric system you own. What is more, the amount of electricity you can feasibly realize with a home solar set up is so small that you must curtail your electric use severely if that's all you use. You will not, for example be running an electric range, electric hot water heater, electric clothes dryer, and electric furnace or heat pump on a home solar electric system. So if you are willing to live within the limits of the amount of electricity you can generate with such a system, it is such a tiny bit that it is not much expense or dependence to get it from the grid to begin with. It's a false choice. Our household is set up so that it is not dependent on electricity at all. Make no mistake, we enjoy our electricity. We like watching DVD's, using the computer, listening to the radio, running the electric dehydrator, and the convenience of early morning and late evening activities because of the electric lights. But we also are equipped to live without it. Which we have done. Ours is a true choice, it is to use electricity or not as is prudent by the circumstances. Switching from being dependent on the grid to being dependent on the makers of batteries and solar panels is not a true choice since either way you are dependent.
The second way in which Babylon enforces its no-choice policy is when there really is a choice you might make, Babylon convinces you that you really don't have that choice at all. To be able to raise any of our own food we have to borrow money for land, right! You have to go to college, right? Gotta have wheels, gotta have a credit card, right?
Wrong. Those, and many more, are all things Babylon chants over and over until the idea that you could do without them entirely is just beyond belief.
So I bring up my corn field in way of illustration of what a real choice looks like. We produce (and even prepare, grind and bake) our staple bread with no input at all from Babylon. So we always have the choice to eat that instead of what Babylon offers. We also buy wheat in bulk and make wheat bread sometimes, but if (when, as it happened this year) the transportation cost or scarcity of wheat makes the price beyond the pale, we can look at it and say, "No, not going there, we will just go home and have our cornbread and beans." Likewise we sometimes buy food from stands and stores, and on a few occasions we eat out. But we always have the choice, and if we need to, we can enforce that choice for months on end. We've heard many a Babylonian say, "A person has to eat, so no matter what we've got to get money to buy food, or else use the credit card!" No choice.
Your escape from Babylon begins when you can say, "No, I have a choice. Oh, I can dine around Babylon's table if I choose, but if the Babyonian terms and conditions are odious, then I don't have to."
That's what my cornfield means.
It's just an example. Your choices may vary. So let's go back to the beginning. What can you do? Examine the verities and realities of your existence and ask yourself plainly and honestly where you are devoid of choices. This and this alone tells you exactly where you stand. Is it the gas pump and car payment or else you are destitute with no way of earning your livelihood? Is it the Mart and agribusiness or you starve? Is it the mortgage company and real estate agent or you'd have to live under a bridge? Is it the University and its degree else no one has the least bit of credibility in you? Etc. etc. Then you are devoid of choices and this defines your thralldom to Babylon. Its policy of eliminating your choices has been most effective.
There is another curious aspect of this matter of choice. To the untutored it might appear as if it is a continuum, a matter of degrees, and so it is all a matter of balance. But it most certainly is not. There is a trigger point, a breaking point, where you are free of the stranglehold of Babylon.
I recall a conversation some years ago that was the inspiration for a post on this blog. Like so many who employ the "matter of degrees" argument, my disputant insisted that we both alike were dependent on trafficking in Babylon's coin, that ultimately I could not escape it any more than he could. The difference, which he never understood, was that the need for it controlled what he did the next morning. He had no choice. He had to put gas in the car on the morrow and go to the job or else the disaster of his personal world loomed. I on the other hand had a choice of whether I attended to the matter of Babylon's money that day, or that week, or even that year for that matter. Babylon's hold was broken. Just as I could decide to go home and eat cornbread and beans or else buy something at Babylon's markets, I could choose to bestir myself to do Babylon's dance for a few of its coins ... or not. Oh, eventually I would have to pay the property tax and and buy some kerosene. But I had weeks or years to decide how I'd like to do it. In that time many things change, many opportunities arise, and many circumstances come and go. I don't have to do it right now, you can't rush me, you can't dictate to me, you can't write the rules for me to follow. It is not a continuum or matter of degrees, it is a matter of having to do it right now under someone else's conditions and to someone else's advantage, or rather to do it in my own time, under my conditions, and to my advantage. That's what it means to live in a world of real choices. It is what it means to live free.
So, my anonymous friend, the thing you must do is provide yourself with choices. Look at your situation cold in the eye and tell where you have been backed into a choiceless corner. Then see beyond Babylon's false choices and blather that you have no choice and step to a place in each instance where you an say to Babylon, "No, not this time, I don't have to."
And most of all, don't look at the lives of the really free and see us as hulking down on a dark mountainside swilling down a bowl of mirthless gruel. No indeed. When we choose to have it, our humble fare is a feast unrivaled. It is partaken with a fine and savory sauce far beyond anything offered in Babylon's finest. That sauce is choice.



33 Comments:
It's funny sometimes how things tend to happen in synchronicity... I was just talking last night with a friend about how stressful my job was but that I felt that I had to continue working there because I needed the money, etc, etc, etc...
Thank you for reminding me that I do have other choices and can look at things in other ways.
Thank you for this post.
I never have been able to get corn to grow. I think it's the soil here: we just moved here three years ago and it's hard clay. But it didn't come up for me in CA either, where the soil is sandy. I love corn, so it's a disappointment to plant it then get a few scraggly ears from three foot tall plants. Any advice?
Thank you for posting. I'm the Anonymous that shot himself in the foot. I forgot to put my name at the bottom. I am trying to get out of debt but that takes either working or selling. Right now, selling isn't much of an option. At least when we bought our land we got 5 acres and are learning how to grow things. The soil is poor but with the help of goats, cows, and chickens I hope to improve that. Maybe one day I'll be free but for now my shackels are chaffing. At least my masters are kind and give me interesting work.
Joe
Joe,
About 4 years ago it appeared that we had the opportunity to buy 12 acres of land near us. It would have been a bad move, here in the onset of Peak Oil and the economic meeltdown, the property is "worth" way less than half what was being asked for it in 2005 near the real estate peak.
But more than that, it would have required financing some of the cost. We loathe the very notion of debt and realized that if we took on that debt, we would pull out all stops, as if it were a religious crusade, until the debt was gone. That would mean cutting way back on our already modest expenditures, taking on jobs, expanding cottage industries, etc.
We decided it wasn't worth it. It was a good decision for many reasons.
Very much like that some years ago we had reason to need to finish the house and move into it. We never borrowed a cent to build this house. We had a house full of very small children then and I had a gig that took up nearly 20 hours a week not counting commuting. So for a period of a little more than a year, we lived a shadow life except for building a house.
I would get up in the dark and uncover the masonry laid the previous day against the freeze and check my list against materials and tools on hand. Then I'd go to work and afterwards go to the builders store or lumber yard and work all the rest of the day until late after dark. I laid every stone, cut every timber, did every wire, pipe, and even made the windows and doors ... this house is more than 95% a one-man job.
One night when it was about 10 degrees, I came in with 2x10's to build a door tied on top of the van but could not make it out of the flat near the paved road. So I carried the boards two at time 1/4 mile up the ridge in the ice to the house site. Then, having worked all all morning, gathered materials all afternoon, and made a more than half dozen trips carrying boards up a mountainside ... then I built the door.
There are several things about our existence here on the ragged edge of Babylon that came about like that. Once the goal is clear and the fire is lit, that's it.
I would not live my entire life in such a fevered pitch. It would burn you out. But debt is so odious that if I found myself in it, I would declare all out war on it.
Destroying the debt would be my hobby, my profession, my obsession. I would gnaw away at it day and night, it's demise would be whittles and drink to me.
Babylon sings us all a lullaby that having installment debt is just the normal and natural order of things and will be with us all our days. Long ago, I woke from that the drowse that lullaby induces. Never again.
May I quote and link to you on this?
Excellent post.
well as always what a very real answer to a good question. I don't think you shot yourself in the foot. I still believe there are no stupid questions. the ones that sound stupid are the ones that seemingly have a easy answer. but sometimes we just can't see it right away. and (this is why I read your blog) sometimes the answer is way different than we expect. truth has a funny way plopping down where we don't want it to. our lap. thank you for providing word pictures to help people see truths. now let us deal with our lap issues. God bless
paul
Eleutheros -- thank you for your honest response. You did not disappoint!
Dan,
You may quote, of course, with or without link or credit. Claim it as your own if that is of any help to anyone. It's all grist for the mill.
And make no mistake, time is short. I am now fielding questions from all and sundry strange quarters about bulk food, preserving, bowing out of the cash economy. Just yesterday some acquaintances had some palates they were giving us to make a floor for the hay barn. They ushered me inside to look at their new pressure canner and were very concerned since the fromula called for processing at 11 lbs and the gauge said 13 lbs. I assured them all was well, the gauges aren't all that accurate and a few pounds more than recommended would do no harm. These are people who are probably going to make it. But I was bowled over at the general lack of understanding their questions reflected. It's everywhere. Time is short, there's lots to do.
So by all means make use of anything you find here. It is very gentlemanly of you to ask, I appreciate that, but remember always:
"L'homme c'est rien
L'oeuvre c'est tout."
A post containing the questions and answers you have been asked and given would be helpful.
Joe
L'homme c'est rien
L'oeuvre c'est tout.
It's been too long since I've had French, help me out here, Jacques.
The man is nothing;
the work is all.
In the Sherlock Holmes story "The Red Haired League" Holmes quotes this saw to Watson. Alas, Holmes was only as astute as Connan Doyle. It is not grammatical in French. It should be "L'homme n'est rien" instead of "L'homme c'est rien".
It means:
The man is nothing
The work is everything.
Elementary.
Excellent post, Eleutheros. I quoted extensively in draft Chapter 15 of my organization theory manuscript, and followed it up with the following comment:
And the payoff doesn't require a total economic implosion. This is a winning strategy even if the money economy and division of labor persist indefinitely to some extent--as I think they will--and most people continue to get a considerable portion of their consumption needs through money purchases. I think the end-state, after Peak Oil and the other terminal crises of state capitalism have run their course, is apt to bear a closer resemblance to Warren Johnson's Muddling Toward Frugality and Brian Kaller's "Return to Mayberry" than Jim Kunstler's World Made by Hand. The point is, the knowledge that you are debt-free and own your living space free and clear, and that you could keep a roof over your head and food on the table without wage labor indefinitely, if you had to, has an incalculable effect on your bargaining power here and now, even while capitalism persists. As Ralph Borsodi observed almost eighty years ago, his ability to "retire" on the household economy for prolonged periods of time--and potential employers' knowledge that he could do so--enabled him to negotiate far better terms for what outside work he did decide to accept.
Kevin, that's really close to the essence of my message. Economically sound frugal direct-use living is a good lifestyle even in good economic times, "good" by Babylon's definition. It's just that while other lifestyles, those dependent on debt/credit/cheap oil, are wiped out during hard times, the subsistence life is hardly affected at all.
There will always be some trafficking in money, there has been for 5000 years and no manner of extreme hardship nor radical displacement has much changed that. But a total dependence on it puts a person in a very weak position.
Kuntsler's book isn't intended, thinks I, to predict any likely or realistic future. It's more like the makeup on a Kabuki actor, it is intended to be an exaggeration to make sure the reader gets the point is bas-relief. The scenario is contrives, as is usual and necessary for fiction, ... a diminished population through epidemic, a sudden termination of oil import, and the main agricultural crops wiped out by pathogen. And all this happening in less than the space of two decades.
Unlikely.
But it lets him make the general points he does quite well. The most important, I thought, was that the protagonists young friend longed for the old times although he had never known them as he was born after the collapse. The point, as I took it, is that we are in love with the IDEA of Babylon more than the reality of it.
Every morning I have tea which has to be imported and has to be paid for with money. People have been trafficking in tea for centruries and will continue to do so. But here in the Appalachian mountains where apples grow well and this is a bumper crop year, I see apples in the Mart imported from South Africa and Israel. It's almost as if we are going out of our way to soak everything in oil and debt. I see jars of pickled vegetables, all which grow well here, from India. What in the name of anything sane are we doing importing food from India??
And yet our OVER use of money, if one clears one's vision, is the same sort of thing as eating India's food.
The Curious Case of the Pie Eyed Planer and the Demon Possessed Delta.(or Alcohol and Power Tools Don't Mix)
Your mention of pallets and a hay barn floor
reminds me of a long ago Halloween night
when a stack of pallets and a dented old Delta
gave the Pie Eyed Planer a terrible fright.
He'd broken up the pallets the previous day
and now planed the pieces, one by one.
He'd been lulled into a dream like trance
by the Delta's whine and the setting sun
when suddenly the Delta shuddered and shrieked.
It threw out saw dust, smoke and sparks.
The Pie Eyed Planer dropped his lumber,
spilled his beer, and clutched his heart.
Some demon had possessed that dusty old Delta.
The Planer knew his end was near.
He begged forgiveness from the forest spirits
as he slipped and fell in that puddle of beer.
He thought of all the trees he'd killed
before the concrete met his head.
The puddle of beer and a frayed power cord
now finished the job. The Planer was dead.
Was it an ancient vengeful wood god
that caused that Delta's otherworldly wails?
No. Something much more down to earth.
The Pie Eyed lumber inspector had missed some nails.
Let me add a cautionary note. We have been living on our 2.5 acres in the woods, off grid for 2 years. Had goats, chickens, geese and rabbits, even worked up a garden. I work a full time job and my husband made the whole thing work. He took sick this month with pneumonia and died. At 57, I don't know if I can manage the place on my own. I've had to hand the animals off and move into a house with electricity for the winter, until I have time to sort things out. This is much easier to do when you are younger. I hope I can manage a way to keep the place somehow.
Teri,
I read your blogs to try to get a clearer picture of your operation but such was not forthcoming. So based just on your comment here, I have to ask:
Why is that a cautionary note?
If your husband made the whole thing work and was abruptly removed from the equation, would one not expect that to radically change things?
This spring when one of my daughters was planting out the cabbage seedlings (an endeavor at which she was wildly successful, there are still cabbages from that planting in the fridge), she asked, "How would you manage such a big garden if you didn't have this many children?" I told her, of course, "If I didn't have so many children, I wouldn't have such a big garden."
If one of us (spouses) died or became significantly disabled, things would change here. Life would be different. But we've talked about that extensively and we've got plans and provisions in case that should happen.
People build lives in Babylon based on two (or more) incomes and yet no one visualizes the sudden loss of a spouse, and therefore one or more of those incomes, as a cautionary note. The same should be true of any other economic lifestyle.
The thing is that it is much easier to keep things going, with the modern conveniences. I know that you aren't off grid, but the most gung-ho back to the landers will be. I had to find someone to take in our 13 goats when my husband went into the ICU (and fortunately, I was able to do that.) You just don't think about dealing with things like that, when you first consider going back to the land.
Teri, I would not agree that the gung-ho back to the landers are the ones who are off the grid. It is the para-back-to-the-landers.
We are on the grid but we also are rigged to do completely without electricity if need be, or if we want to which we often do. We turn everything off, use lamps (for what very little time we need artificial lights during the course of a day)and read and play acoustic instruments instead of electronic entertainment. Besides lighting, electronic gadgets, and the freezers, we don't use electricity for anything else. No clothes dryer, no electric range, no heat pump or furnace, brooms instead of vacuums, etc. So on-grid or off-grid isn't a big issue either way.
Yet would be homesteaders obsess about getting off grid and rig up all and sundry Rube Goldberg apparatus to supply themselves with something they could get from the grid for pennies and do without when need be.
For anyone making a bid for subsistence living I would advise, don't get distracted by the off-the-grid mania.
Teri:"You just don't think about dealing with things like that, when you first consider going back to the land."
We most certainly do. You said you were on 2+ acres of land and you had 13 goats? That's far too many! That's an agribusiness model of farming, depending on outside feed and therefor some outsider feeding the goats if you aren't there.
Here we are just the opposite. We have two goats on 13 acres of land right now and here's a creed going through that. If we both had to be away for a month or two, the goats would be fine on their own. No one would have to attend them a bit.
That is, we did indeed think about that.
I find your blog very inspiring. My wife and I are looking for the right piece of land in Middle Tennessee to start a new, more self-sufficient life. I am planning to build the house myself as much as possible, never having worked a regular home construction job. I'm confident we'll end up with a livable dwelling, and hopefully reading your posts will help me to avoid some major blunders.
Thanks for blogging. It's good to know that there are people out there who are doing the life I am working toward.
Hi there, I've read your freeman's table blog from way back but didn't know about this blog until another blog I read mentioned it.
Wow.
I've spent the past couple days reading everything you've written here every spare minute.
I couldn't find a single thing to disagree with, in fact many of the things you write are so very similar to thoughts of my own as of late that it's almost scary.
My wife and I have been slowly moving towards a life such as you live for a long time. My biggest problem is that unlike you we'd reach a point and fail to "tie a knot" and we'd soon find ourselves back in Babylon.
This time though I think we've finally got it through our heads that that is not what we want.
I have many many questions that I would like to ask you. Would you possibly email me? I would appreciate it very much. You can reach me at nickwright1978@gmail.com. Thank you.
Oh and by the way, I came across a post of yours from a couple years back where you were lamenting that you could not find the necessary tools for your scythe. And I thought I'd mention http://www.themaruggcompany.com/ and http://www.scythesupply.com/ if you hadn't already found them.
Anyway, thank you for such a wonderful blog.
Dear Sir, I have followed other agrarian blogs for a few years and always planned on implementing some of this lifestyle but never got too serious. That is, until I found you. I have enjoyed seeing the simplicity of your methods and now my family is well on the way to leaving Babylon. I hope to do more soon, and am gleaning much from you along the way.I always knew that i wanted to do it like the old-timers, without the uneeded waste or gadgetry and you have shown me how. Many thanks. Bob
Eleutheros,
Found your blog through Deliberate Agrarian...in reading through some of your archived posts from 2006, noticed a lot of anonymous comments of a "questionable" nature. Perhaps you'd like to remove them?
Our family is preparing to build a home on 11 wooded acres here in central PA. My husband and I both come from gardening/preserving backgrounds, but know that we need to do more...thank you for your contributions here...I have found much food for thought!
WOW, just found your blog and it is Awesome! I'm in the southern WV area too :-)
We began our journey out of Babylon in 2002...out of debt and then moved from suburbia central maryland to southern west virginia into a fixer upper house on a 1/4 acre that we paid only $5,000 cash for and just recently we bought land with cash (NO DEBT!)and we are working on our next phase by building a home and get ourselves self-sufficient up there. We have chickens and a large garden on our little 1/4 acre...we are setup to live without electricity or Wal-Mart as best we can at this current stage...but I agree, it's all about having choices! My husband doesn't have a "real" job with a paycheck and boss, he works for himself from home and the few bills we do have always get paid...but he has choice and the best of these is that he can choose to be home with me and the children and be a proper and involved father...a rarity for most children nowadays...
Anyways, LOVE your blog...I'll be back :-)
We just had a big ice storm in New England and about a million people face the prospect of a few days without electricity. As always, the news reports focus on how helpless people are without power. No heat, no lights, My God!...no TV! (I'd worry most about frozen and ruptured pipes myself.) Most people just suffer through and call the insurance company. (If they can find a phone that works without power anymore.) The more determined ones scour the sold-out home centers for generators. We never hear of anyone saying "This helplessness and dependency is stupid. I'm going to set up my home so I can live in comfort off the grid when I want/need to." This always strikes me as a spooky and dangerous arrangement.
Solutions to loss of light and heat are pretty obvious, but how do/would you handle your refrigerated/frozen food when/if you lose power for a few days.
Eleutheros,
Do you still live?
Joe
Define 'live'.
Breathing with a heartbeat is a good start. Communicating is a good second.
Joe
OK, the breathing and heartbeat I can handle.
Life is very busy right now, and I mean that in the best of ways. When I began posting about being a refugee from Babylon, I did not expect Babylon to disintegrate as it is currently doing.
Change is opportunity.
I've written a post about it, but haven't proofed it yet. And two more hacked out but not yet revised.
Stay tuned for the next episode, "The Telegraph Operator"
Sounds like the buggy whip maker or the antique factory. Look forward to the next installment.
WS
Really enjoyed the CHOICE article. Gave me LOTS to think about. Had my homeschooled high schooler read it and discuss it with me.
Working this year on a better garden. Focus this year is to use mostly heirloom varieties so I can save the seed as oposed to the hybrids. Can you post what your favorite varieties are that you raise? I live in KY, so the climate isn't that much different. thanks and God Bless, Ann From KY
Ann from KY,
I'd be glad to discuss any aspect of gardening but my answer to your specific question would be rather cryptic, I'm afraid.
Some varieties are not going to be suited to our zone, but not many.
Any variety will adapt itself after a few generations. My take has always been to grow as many different varieties as you can and select from the best of those for your seeds for the next year.
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